"Message in a Bottle"

#1. 

Dear God:

 First of all, thank you because without you I didn't even exist. I’m really blessed:

 I’m blessed because I wake up, I am healthy and I am alive. Thank you.

 I’m blessed; you've given me the best parents ever without them I wouldn't be where I am now.

 I’m blessed; I have my besties that are always by my side all the time. Thank you.

 I’m so blessed to have my life. Sometimes I just look up, smile and say: I know it was you, god.

  I’m blessed; the moment that makes me the  most blessed girl ever is when what I would never expect happens. We always say show us and we’ll trust you but you always say trust me and I’ll show you. Thank you.

 It’s wonderful how you keep us strong out of all the problems that we face. It’s wonderful how you’re always watching us even if we are not thinking of you. But just by having the feeling that you are always there, it makes me feel out of this world.

 I want to tell you that I’m happy to be me when counting the blessings you gave me.

 Thank you for this beautiful life and forgive me if I don’t love it enough.

I love you.

                                                                                  Sincerely, 
Sarah

#2
Dear Me:
   I know who you really are, and I know what you can really do. I know you have much love within your heart, so don't let the hate around you make you forget the love you hold. don't start hating people because they hate you. Don't be like them. Ever. love them no matter what. Smile 24/7, love every second, let those who are sad feel happy when they are with you. The world needs new people to love, not more people to hate. I know people are consuming your love, but be ready to offer more.

   I know sometimes you feel mad, sad, and the urge to cry. to take all the residue out of your heart. It's okay, that's normal. Just make sure you do so at home, on your pillow before you sleep. Don't let anyone see you. Don't let anyone change who you are, or let them destroy you.

   Let me say this on your behalf. I'm sorry for every person I hurt unintentionally. I'm truly sorry for those who met me this year, this year was the hardest and I couldn't control my feelings. Sorry for everything and for everybody. Love you all ❤
Love,
                                                                                  Sarah
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Dear Tarek,
This is the last letter I'm gonna write to you. You already know that you were my first love. You were my first dad and my first brother. You're the first guy to hold my hand and to love me before anyone else. Yeah sure, you can get a sister everyday but a wife only once. Enjoy your life. Tell Adam that I loved him as my own son. He was the first nephew and forever gonna have a special place in my heart. I wanna make sure you understand that even if I'm dying I dont want to see you or to bring you back to my life. Enjoy you life without me. I will never forget that you were so caring and warm and after you got married you bacame a cold stone. And then you also chose all the people you know over ME. I was always the ugly duckling for you and the bad girl. Now you can live in peace I'm not here anymore to bother you.
 That's all I wanna tell you. Plus, I always and forver gonna love you but you're not coming back to my life anymore.
Period.
Sosa